Pt. II of the conversation...

... will happen tonight

Finally...

... I get through to him.

He doesn't want to carry on being miserable (ha, join the club) but he doesn't know how to make it work.

Awaiting Pt. II of the conversation.

Now no answer. I give up.

His phone is on but he's obviously ignored my call.

Still no call or text

... I even tried to call him to see if we could sort something out but he's got his phone off.

I spoke to soon

After my message of happiness this morning, I really did think that things would get better but they haven't. We didn't meet up because he went to the pub, I said I would meet him, so I telephoned him to meet him and he decided to go to his mates.

I went home, packed my stuff and I am sleeping at my parents house. He hasn't called. He won't even go home tonight I bet.

I have absolutely nothing going for me at the moment. Shit relationship, grandparents are very ill, no job.

Hating it.

Is it completely unrealistic to want a man that will take care of me? Am I being too selfish?