Monday, 8 December 2008

I spoke to soon

After my message of happiness this morning, I really did think that things would get better but they haven't. We didn't meet up because he went to the pub, I said I would meet him, so I telephoned him to meet him and he decided to go to his mates.

I went home, packed my stuff and I am sleeping at my parents house. He hasn't called. He won't even go home tonight I bet.

I have absolutely nothing going for me at the moment. Shit relationship, grandparents are very ill, no job.

Hating it.

Is it completely unrealistic to want a man that will take care of me? Am I being too selfish?

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