Okaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay

Here goes.

Firstly I am still out of work. Been looking for jobs with agencies and applying to everything I see online, in the paper and at the job centre - had a few interviews and still waiting to hear back.

Had a lovely Christmas and New Year with Boyfriend, he was really good and stayed with me - didn't go out or do drugs, or smoke - so I was well impressed but as I've been at home, getting stressed about no work so we've been arguing - but whatever will be will be. All couples argue.

My poor ol' Granddad passed away last week. He and my nan went into a care home before Christmas and he rapidly deteriorated and lost lots of weight, didn't eat or drink. He had lung cancer very badly but I am glad he is now at rest. Funeral has been arranged for next week.

Things are tough as usual. But what the hell. You only live once.

I do not have a New Years Resolution this year. But I do want to start doing something on a regular basis to get me out of the house, learning something, exercising and meeting new people. Just haven't decided what yet. Ideas on a post card.

TFIF

I'm going to see a recruitment agency today to discuss a job - yes, that's right - there's actually one job out there!!!

Tonight I am going straight home. Boyfriend (who has been very good this week) is on his Xmas party so not sure if I will see him.

Tomorrow I am going to the Spurs v Man Utd game with my Dad - some well needed q.t.

Boyfriend has his son on Saturday, they are going to decorate the Xmas tree which Boyfriend and I bought two weeks ago - it's a real one so the needles are already falling off!!!

Then Sunday I plan to do NOTHING.

Oh and I've asked work if I can leave next week so I don't have to come in during the horrible Christmas period.

I am feeling really Christmassy now so the plan is to get a job by end of Jan!